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What I needed

5/17/2012

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Last night started with a strong urge and desire for ritual.  I felt the desperate need for spiritual connection with my Gods in a more intense way then the  daily candle lighting with prayer. Lately, I have been feeling as if they want something from me, but I have been unsure what.  I made some whole wheat pita bread, bought a pomegranate, grabbed the alcohol, and the Queen of Heaven incense for offerings.  I followed the full Core Order of Ritual, and asked Hecate to be my gatekeeper.  I figured that I was calling for something rather important, and that meant  a full scale ritual was in order. Form the start, things felt extremely intense. I felt the Theoi were giving me the look of, "About time." 

 I have always been fairly good at keeping at least a light trance during ritual work. This time the trance aspect was much more pronounced.  I felt almost  about to enter that state of trance that tends to better described as visions of a dream like quality.  I felt my vision blur at times, but I never seemed go quite that deep, like something was holding me back.  

I had four Gods in particular that I wanted to speck with: Athena, Dionysus, Hera, and Hades. I asked each in turn if they had a message for me that I needed to hear, and then dew the omens.

Dionysus gave me the reverse Goose ( and, no, this isn't him pinching my boobs as opposed to my ass, but instead the animal... silly people). This one hurt to see.  The meaning of this card is that I have been too overly concerned with my rights, possessions, and territory.  He has been calling me to give up control to him for some time, and I keep saying, "Later."  I don't think, "Later," is going to cut it anymore.  I thought maybe I would dare asking for further clarification on the matter, in hopes that I had read it wrong.  He gave me the Stag in reverse. The Stag in reverse symbolizes a need to examine where pride is either helping or hindering. It also can be drawn as a sign for sacrifice, or purification.  The guide adds, "...perhaps through a letting-go of unnecessary possessions or emotional attachments." His were the only animal cards I drew, the rest came from the Plant Oracle (For those who don't know, I mix the two decks into one large one.  I really like how it works with them combined.)

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Athena gave me the Fir Club Moss.  My sweet Lady gave me a true gift with this card. This card is a sign of something that is starting small, but will grow to great power and usefulness. It is a card of initiation.

"...in time you may well look back and realize how much your life has changed because of this one, seemingly small, act... Until now your understanding or perspective on a situation has been impaired, perhaps through lack of emotional distance.  But now it is as if a veil has been drawn aside and unmistakeable clarity has emerged."

What has entered my life during this ritual may seem small, but it will grow, and become something amazing.

Hera gave me Burdock in reverse. This is a card of blame and the need to end the cycle that I tend to fall into.  It is so easy to blame others or myself for every little thing that goes wrong.  I need to stop blaming, find what has gone wrong, or right, find out why, and deal accordingly. The image of the Goose hissing keeps attacking itself to this card in my mind's eye.

Hades gave me flowers. Not just any flowers, but the soothing and calming Chamomile. This is card of rest, calm, and mostly protection. He is calling me to reconnect with my body and soul in ways that will allow for healing and regeneration.  My time at the Fellowship has been wonderful. It feels good to be the go-to person when things need to be done, but at the same time I have been feeling rather disconnected from the group spiritually. I feel burned out and ready to step back.  I have found myself not wanting to go on Sunday mornings, because it is just one more thing I need to do.  It is time for me to take a step back before I find myself walking out the door to never return. I've known this for some time. I am now taking those steps that are needed so that I may rest and rebuild my own spirituality. 

The need to create this space with my Gods  was something I think I have needed for some time now, but was either ignoring, or not recognizing.  Group work is powerful, but I needed this deeper work to be just between us, and with no human on-lookers. My daily prayers and meditations are good, but sometimes more is needed.  I am thinking I need to set time aside to do this more regularly.  Okay, what Druid in their right minds doesn't want more ritual in their lives?

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Up Coming Event

2/14/2012

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Come join us as we celebrate the Equinox in ADF Druid style. As always, feel free to bring what ever sacrifices you wish to give to the Kindreds. Also feel free to click the picture and register your coming attendance on our Facebook page.


Time: Saturday, March 10, 2012 at 4:30pm
Place: Unitarian Universalist Fellowship of Topeka
          4775 SW 21st Street. Topeka, KS 66604

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Imbolc Ritual

2/4/2012

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Initiating the Rite-  

*3 Chimes* “For the Ancestors”, *3 Chimes* “For the Spirits of Nature and this Place, 3 *Chimes* “For the Theoi, worthy of worship”

The Two Powers

Offering to the Outsiders

To You who are not part of our people, To those powers and spirits that might mean ill intent, we offer this bread that you might leave us alone for this rite. Take and be satisfied.

Purification

Just as there are those unclean things beyond this space, there are unclean things within our hearts and minds.  Let us wash ourselves of these shadows, that our rite may please the Kindreds. 

*One Person takes the bowl of water for participants to wash hands, followed by another with a towel.*


Honoring the Earth Mother

Broad-breasted Gaia, You who hold all of us on your back.  You are the everlasting foundation of the Gods of Olympus. We offer the grains of this new land, that was born through your fertility.  Please bless and uphold our rite today.  Gaia accept our sacrifice.

Statement of Purpose

The light of Apollo grows stronger and the time for Hecate to collect Demeter’s daughter has come.  Let us honor Demeter’s gift of the new life of spring as well her daughter, Persephone, whose arrival is the reason for the bountiful gifts of the harvests to come. Let us also honor Hades, keeper of our ancestors, dark lord of the underworld, who has again agreed to part with his wife and Queen for one more season of growth upon the Earth.

Re-Creating the Cosmos

FIRE
Virginal Hestia, receiver of offers both first and last.  Sacred center of hearth, and community.  We light this fire in honor of you and of the upper world where the Theoi live.  We kindle this sacred fire in wisdom, love, and power.  Sacred fire burn within us.
*light fire*
Hestia, sacred fire, accept our offering
*offer incense*

WELL
Let us offer to the deep underworld, Let us give to Hades who keeps our ancestors in his Kingdom, and who will one day take us into his care.  In the realm of the dead there runs 5 rivers. The Lethe (lee-thee), which is the river of forgetfulness from which those who wish to be re-born into a new life must taste. The Styx, the river of hate, Akheron described in the Suda as "a place of healing, not a place of punishment, cleansing and purging the sins of humans", Kokytos, the river of lamentation, and Phlegethon the river of fire which borders Elysium, the final resting place of the virtuous. We offer this silver to the well of water that goes down into the Earth and is connected to those 5 sacred rivers of the land of the dead.

*Offer Silver to the Well*

TREE

Mighty Tree, your roots go deep into the world, and drink from the sacred waters of the underworld, your branches reach high, even up to the realm of the Gods.  You span the worlds and connect us all, you stand at the center of all. Please carry our voice out into the other worlds.  Act as a conduit to the kindred.  Accept this offering of sweet smelling vanilla.

*Sprinkle Vanilla*  

Accept our sacrifice. 

Opening the gates

Great Goddess Hecate, Hesiod tells us that Zeus honored you above all others. He gave to you a share of Earth and the sea.  It is your place to travel between the worlds, for you own privilege on Earth, in the sky, and in the sea.  You lead Persephone into the dark chasm, so that she may again rejoin her husband and take up rulership of the underworld.  You also lead her back again, that the cold winter may end, and spring return. Great Klêidouchos, you who stand before the gates, please act as our guide and keeper of the ways.  We offer you garlic.  Hecate accept our sacrifice.

Inviting the Kindreds

Ancestors:  Blessed dead, blood of our blood, bone of our bone, flesh of our flesh.  We honor you and ask that you join us here by the fire, as we honor this period of new life and growth.  Accept this sacrifice of tobacco.

Nature Spirits: Spirits of nature that share this space with us.  We ask that you join us as we honor the slow awakening of this season.  We offer you this honey, sweet gift of your hard workers.  Please accept our sacrifice.

Deities: Shining ones, you who are worthy of worship.  We call to you and ask that you join us by our fire as we honor the gifts of the season.  We offer you beer made by our own hands. Shining ones, accept our sacrifice. 

Lore
I only had a single moment with her father, but it was enough.  When I first knew that I was pregnant, I felt such joy at the thought of this small life growing inside of me.  I felt her tiny kicks and stirrings.  I found myself smiling with each push and stretch.  When she was born, crying and bloody, I held her to my chest and felt my soul bind to hers.  She was so beautiful, I never wanted to put her down.  

For those first few months, I didn’t.  I held her, so that any cry would be instantly met with what she needed.  Her coos were my constant music, and I often lost myself in her determined gaze.   She was this small mystery that began to change and reveal its secrets slowly over time.  She began to roll, and crawl, then walk, and who she was began to be revealed.  I was so happy.  My heart was filled with love and wonder at this amazing creature.  It spilled out into the world and made the path ways green, and the fields rich with abundance.  My daughter would run through the brightly colored flowers and laugh.  She was so independent. By the time she became a young lady, I was so proud of how strong she was.  I felt no fears, for I knew how determined she was.  I knew she would always get her way. She was my Persephone. 

I heard the thunder of the ground splitting.  I felt it shake the world.  I felt the cold water of fear run through my chest.  I ran. My Baby! I ran so hard, my chest pieced with pain and my heart thumping so hard, it felt as if it would split me open. Where is she? Where is my baby?

 I circled the world looking.  With each passing day I lost hope.  I felt the fear splinter into a million tiny thoughts.  Each shard danced and changed into a new horror in my mind’s eye. The visions soon were replaced by grief and despair.  Would I ever know what had become of my precious one?  

I crawled into a cave dark enough to match my feelings.  Horrors swept my mind. Thoughts of what she must had endured in her final moments refused to leave. I wept. I cut the pain out of my skin with stones.  The blood ran free. I endured such agonies in my own head.  

My despair began to leak out into the world.  The crops had long since begun to whither when Hecate’s torch light fell on my dirt covered face.  This wise woman had been walking by the crevice that had torn the world the day my daughter was lost, when she had heard the singing.  She held her torch high as she gingerly crawled down into the belly of the world, following the voice she knew in her heart was my daughter’s.

There is the throne room of the Dark God Hades was my sweet child.  Her voice raised in song; singing to chase away her hunger.  Hecate told me that Hades had struck a deal with Persephone’s father.  Hades had taken my beautiful girl to be his wife.  All the pain, the fear, the despair burned hot now as true hatred and anger.  How dare Zeus take my child and give her away to the land of death? I approached him, all my anger leaching into the air around me.  It poisoned the world to the point that there was no plants left alive.  

Give me back my child, I demanded.  You had no right to take her. 

I am her father. I have ever right, he replied. 

 My anger became a flame that burned cold. Cold enough to freeze the world.  The lives of those who rode Gaia’s back had lost so much.  They had nothing left to give to the Gods in sacrifice. Did the Gods not feel that lost dearly?  They began to beg Zeus to force me to make the world grow again. How could he force the anger and pain from my heart?  He knew he could not.  

You have no rights to take the sacrifices away from you Brother and Sister Gods.  

My anger gives me the right, I replied.  

I saw my rage mirrored in his face.  His pride made him hesitate, but when the sacrifices stopped completely, he relented.  Zeus went to our brother to ask for his daughter back.  Had his pride not kept him so long... Persephone was in the land of the dead, but she was not yet dead herself.  She had grown so hungry.  It was just a few seeds from the pomegranate that Hades had given her. Just a few.  That fruit had come from the underworld and was part of that dark land.  When she ate the seeds and absorbed them, she took part of the underworld into herself.  Hades agreed to allow his Queen and bride to return to me for part of the year.  It was also agreed that Hecate would guide my sweet child home again. She would have to return in time, but I could ignore that for now.

I watched the road leading from that dark gash in the Earth, and when I saw her shadow far off, the light of Hecate’s torch, I screamed my joy.  It burst forth from lips, and with it my love flowed out into the world again.  My joy was repeated in the songs of the birds, and the birth of new life.  My baby! My Baby!  Sweet child of my life. Home again.  Sweetest Persephone.

Key Offerings

Lord Hades:  Lord of the land of the dead, giver of Elysium, Asphodel, and Tartarus. You have always honored your bargains and it is for this reason that your Queen is again released to join her mother here in the middle world.  Lord Hades you guard our dead and serve the order of the universe. All the bounty under the Earth is yours to give, including those precious gifts that nurture the plants, and through them us.  This is why you are called Pluton. Lord Hades we offer you whiskey with our thanks.  Lord Hades Accept our sacrifice.

Lady Persephone:  Queen of dark and light, Lady Persephone, in the dark of the year you help guard our dead, and when the wheel of the year turns to light you bring the abundance of the underworld with your return.  Sweet Lady we offer you these seeds of the pomegranate, may they honor you.  Persephone accept our sacrifice.

Lady Demeter: Green Lady of the Grain, rich haired nourisher and bringer of seasons. Rejoice for your daughter returns to you.  Your joy is ours as well.  The buds on the trees and the first sprouts of green in the garden all speak of the beauty to come. We offer you wheat, a sacrifice given from what returns to us.  Demeter, accept our sacrifice.


The Omen

Calling the Blessings

Hallowing the Blessing

Affirming the Blessing

Thanking the Beings: Shining ones, Nature spirits, Ancestors

Closing the Gates

Thanking the Earth Mother

Closing the Rite
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The Purpose of Ritual

1/4/2012

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Rituals occur daily in everyone's life, marking transitions, providing meaning, and establishing order for interactions and experiences (van Gennep, 1960)


There as many purposes and functions to ritual as there are types of rituals.  There are secular rituals, such as the daily morning ritual of waking, eating and bushing teeth in a certain order and timing.  These rituals give order and meaning to our daily activities.  They provide comfort in the mundane and a sense that the world is as it should be.  Much like a good luck charm, if these rituals are not observed, they can make the rest of the day feel just that little bit off, or wrong somehow.


There are legal rituals that signify to society that some sort of contract has been entered. These often overlap with religious rituals and may employ religious language.  The ritual of the swearing in of a President of the United States, or a judge are secular examples of these rituals.  Weddings, and funerals are great examples of where the religious forms overlap with the legal.  Both express a legal state of being that affect how a persons personal holding will be dealt with in the future.

Religious rituals provide a framework in which a person or group of people may leave the profane and enter into a state of sacred actions.  During these rituals, the participants use certain symbols  combined with actions, to interact with one another on a spiritual level. Contact with extra natural beings, such as Gods or spirits, can also be part of  this type of ritual. These rituals rely on common myths and symbols to convey meaning to the actions of the congregation.  A Catholic Priest holding up the Eucharist and proclaiming it the blood and body of Christ is using the story of the crucifixion as well as the myth of transubstantiation to create a moment of deep meaning for those who share the Catholic worldview and culture. Religious ritual can provide a reinforcement of a cultural view point of reality while being deeply moving to even those who do not share the theology.  

Ritual ultimately is a structure that we use to define the brief moments of our lives.




References: 

The Definition of Ritual; http://anthropology.uwaterloo.ca/courses/Anth311/Ritual%20Defined.htm

Bibliography of Social Anthropological Theories of Ritual Meaning and Function, Sharon Morris (1996); http://pages.swcp.com/~ldraper/slim/biblios/morris.html

Anthropology of Religion: Overview of Religion; http://anthro.palomar.edu/religion/rel_1.htm 


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    Amanda Thomas is the Grove Organizer for the Ad Astra Grove.  She also serves on the Topeka Interfaith Council.

    Hera Lakeshore is a practicing druid and contributor to the Ad Astra Grove blog.

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